Being A Full-Time Employee C12
by samChapter 12
âYou were working on something just now, werenât you?â
âWhat do you mean, âjust now.ââ
âSorry?â
âThereâs no âjust now.â Weâre always working. Want to come see?â
âAh, no. If we approach, thereâs the risk of backlash or overreactionâitâs better not to until after refinement.â
âYeah? Thatâs a shame. The process is beautiful. Weâre shaping it into bracelets, and the designâs gorgeous. Whatâs your religion?â
âMine?â
I swallowed a sigh of relief that my sleeve hid the jumble of amulets and bracelets I always wore, and I deflected.
âWell⊠I believe in whatever god helps me in the moment.â
âSmart lad. I was going to carve you a cross, or a Buddha if you like. Itâd look beautiful.â
Truth be told, I was tempted. Recovery types were unbelievably rare. I could use this for myself, or sell it for a fortune. But with other Bureau personnel and regular soldiers looking on, thereâd be too many eyes to rat me out to Audit if I accepted such a gift alone. I smiled politely instead.
âYour thought is more than enough.â
The Hunter Bureau really was a nest of crooks. Ordinary citizens thought it ran smoothly, but from my positionânot so much.
Theyâd passed laws early on to gather all candidates with potential awakenings into the Bureauâs fold. Anyone with powers above a minimal threshold had to register. Some, certified, became personal security for politicians and elites. The unregistered lived under constant risk, hiding, or joined small guilds little better than vigilante groups, tackling minor dungeons too insignificant for central Bureau response.
Estimate said under 10% were unregisteredâwhich meant 90% fell under Bureau control. So there were no major hunter-on-hunter incidents, no wild civilian collateral, no economic overexploitationâŠ
At least, so they claimed.
âTake mine.â
A quiet, subdued voice interjected.
ââŠWhat?â
I nearly responded in plain speech. Bowed low, head hidden, Wonu unclasped his necklace, pulling my hand open to lay it there. Even without looking I could feel every eye in the vicinity fix on us. Their stares were shamelessly direct.
Christâthis looked all wrong. Recovery-type gifts had long since become akin to proposal presents.
âNo, itâs fineââ
But he was too strong. I couldnât even retract my wrist. When I tried to ball my fist instead, he pinned my wrist and forced it open. The grip hurt like hell.
âHaha, reallyâitâs fineâŠâ
I muttered between clenched teeth. My hand had gone chalk-pale. Even through gloves, I knew my knuckles were white as bone.
âWell now. Boy likes you, doesnât he?â
No. For fuckâs sake, no.
I was near to tears. He set the necklace in my palm and released me. Pins and needles shot up my hand. Still, he looked smug, making me close my fist firmly on it as if it were a prize.
âHyung, Iâm sorry about earlier. Last night. You told me not to, but I acted anyway. Iâve thought sinceâand I was wrong. Acting without the other personâs consent isnât okay.â
The shopkeeper woman clapped lightly behind me.
âI didnât mean to, but I couldnât help itâŠâ
I heard others shift, saw them exchange looks, mouthing letâs pretend we didnât hear. Damn itâyou *did.â
âEnough.â
âFrom now on Iâll ask permissionââ
âPermission my ass. Enough means enough. Understood?â
A headache pounded through my skull. Who was the hunter here? Shouldnât Guides be protected against hunters who cause them pain?
âLetâs drop it. Forget it ever happened.â
âSo youâve accepted my apology?â
ââŠThat was an apology?â
âI read it online. Youâre supposed to say what you did wrong, say sorry, and explain how youâll act going forward.â
âTry studying phrasing next time.â
âWhat else should I study?â
âStudy keeping quiet around me.â
ââŠWhat?â
I groaned. Knowing him, if I pushed that point, heâd probably draft banners declaring it, plastered in the Bureau lobby, scrawled in misleading words. I shook my head, muttered never mind.
âI wonât accept this.â
âWhy not?â
âItâs too precious. Look at the mana stone sizeâitâs worthâŠâ
âTen billion won.â
The shop owner cut in instantly.
âSee? He says ten billion!â
âKidding.â
Thank God. Because how could something that tinyâŠ
âJust teasing. Probably worth more. You canât buy these. Whoâd sell? It doesnât save livesâit only keeps breath hanging a little longer. Thatâs why itâs so rare.â
âSo it saves lives?â
âNo. It just extends the thread of fate a touch. But isnât that enough? Still, whereâd you get this? Didnât you divert it illegally? Regulation says stones this size must be powdered for potions.â
âI extracted it. Itâs mine.â
Wonu and the smithâs banter blurred into background buzz. My chest panged. GodâI wanted it. But guilt gnawed hard. Eating or using anything he offered would feel like poison in my gut.
âPlease. Keep it. Think of it as an apology.â
âYeah, take it. Your boyfriend gave it to you, didnât he?â
âHeâs not my boyfriend.â
But my head throbbed too much to argue. Sighing, I hung it around my neck.
âFine. Iâll hold onto it. But if you ever need it, you tell me. Iâll consider it safekeeping.â
His face lit up. Easier to read than a board book, that one.
Tiring. Constant tug-of-warâwith one pulling in, the other pulling awayâstretching the rope taut but never snapping. Tension without release.
âWeâll observe another thirty minutes before pulling out.â
That was the officer in charge, a regular army captain, not Bureau. Military attitudes toward hunters split into two groups: older officers, who eyed them all as threats to one day cull, and younger ones, wavering between unease and grudging recognition. Were hunters considered teammates? Doubtful. Considered human? Even less clear.
I didnât want to explore this further. No answer would come.
I glanced at Wonuâthe boy who had just given me something beyond price. A biped, integrated into society, utterly incomprehensible.
âHyung.â
ââŠYes.â
âYour eye colorâs really pretty. Did you know? I thought it was brown, but itâs like sunset.â
âI know. Itâs an Awakening side-effect.â
Side-effects varied per person, but everyone bore one. Most, a shift in eye color. Some, hair. The intensity depended on the surge of oneâs awakeningâlarger the upheaval, greater the change.
âNot lenses?â
âNo. My eyes. Touch if you want.â
He leaned in, practically pressing his eyes forward. I recoiled. Up close, they were plain dark brown. The most common hue.
âDid it hurt, when you awakened?â
For reasons unknown, I asked him something I never had before. He tilted his head back, rummaging memory, then finally spoke.
âI donât really remember. You?â
âI remember.â
Transformations blanked memories for mostâpassing out, blacking out. But me? I remembered vividly. Unluckily.
âIt hurt like hell.â
And the night was freezing, though it was South Korea. White nights stretched endlessly. The earth upturned. People beside me collapsed, never to stand again. They were luckyâthey lost consciousness. Lucky never to regain it. I stayed awake. Awake, yet immobilized.
âDoes thinking of it still hurt?â
Sometimes.
But not now. Perhaps thanks to this necklace. I shook my head.
âToo busy to dwell on the past. Who has time?â
âI thought the same. But I dreamed. For the first time. A dream of the past.â
âReally?â
I wasnât much interested. Expected him to tell some vague story. Insteadâ
âI dreamed of shaking your hand. And I knew, just from that, that you had to be my partner.â
âAhâthat. Guides usually touch hands for stabilization.â
I quickly added, afraid heâd twist it into fate.
âI thought it was destiny.â
Called it.
I strode ahead, leaving him muttering dreamily behind.
Ahead, the troops clustered, boarding military Humvees. Not the comfort of choppersâjust jolting, uncomfortable rides. The Euljiro matter, mercifully, seemed done. Nobody complained. Dungeon breaks were like groundwaterâimpossible to predict where theyâd erupt.
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