Being A Full-Time Employee C15
by samChapter 15
The sensation of stabbing and slicing doesnât stay in the skin. It carves itself into muscle, nerves, even bone. Sometimes I jolt awake in the night, remembering. That filthy, unpleasant warmth of blood splattered across my face.
I suppose thatâs why I drink. Because Iâm ashamed. Ashamed of what Iâve done in dungeons, and ashamed that those deeds pay my bills. I hide it not to seem weak. I donât want pity. And âmaybe you should visit counselingâ would be unbearable to hear. Like my unwritten will, I want to live without leaving behind the things I truly think.
âYou donât understand, do you?â
Chae Wonu didnât answer.
And then I sawâthe flush on his cheeks. He looked faintly pink. Was he actually drunk?
âHunter Chae.â
âHyung⊠this is really tasty.â
Didnât hear a single word, did you? Bastard.
But strangely, I felt relieved. Unloading part of myself and having the other party not rememberâŠit was like talking to the AI in the shower room again. Comforting, in a way.
With that thought, I plucked his dangling glass from his fingers and set it gently on the table.
âYou look sleepy.â
âI am.â
He mumbled, blinking drowsily. I nudged his shoulder. He slumped right over.
âUnbelievable.â
What a laughably low alcohol tolerance.
Scratching my cheek, I cleaned upâthe bowls, the pot, even the dishes he was supposed to wash. Couldnât bring myself to stick the kid with chores tonight.
I carried the beer cans into my room, considering drinking alone. When I came back, he was already out. No biting remarks, no accidentsâjust peacefully asleep. He looked good that way. A sigh slipped out.
âWhat good is a shell, when itâs hollow?â
Pity, really.
I could have given him a blanket, but hunters didnât catch colds. And we werenât close enough for me to slip into his room for one.
Weâd grown closer tonight, sureâbut only professionally, for smooth cooperation through the contract.
I turned off all the living room lights, leaving just the small lamp beside his head.
âHyung.â
The lamp flickered onâand the voice jolted me. Iâd thought he was asleep.
âYes?â
âI read The Little Prince.â
âItâs required reading.â
âI didnât like it.â
ââŠâ
âIn the end⊠he just abandoned everything. And ran away.â
I supposed you could see it that way. Diverse opinions exist.
âRight, sure,â I answered flatly, starting to standâwhen his expression suddenly twisted.
âEvery time he got close, he left. Each time he tamed, he left. How despised must he have been.â
âThe fox?â
That word immediately made me think of the fox. The one who said, If you come at three oâclock, Iâll begin to be happy by two-thirty.
But Wonu said nothing more. His scowling face smoothed, drifting to calm sleep.
ââŠIt must have really struck him.â
I shook my head in quiet amazement.
A couple more hours awake, then I brushed teeth and slept myself. The date had already turned.
I slept deeply. Dreamed, even. A bizarre dream where the rose and the fox allied themselves only to insult the Little Prince behind his back. I was presentâoddly cast as the guilty witness to their ruthless commentary. Each time I failed to nod agreement, the rose jabbed my side, the fox bit my arm. It was absurd, but vividâalmost prophetic, like a symbolic dream. Almost.
When I woke, the air felt damp. Dread lit in my gut. My eyes werenât fully open yet, but I bolted upright and yanked my door.
âAh⊠hell.â
The groan spilled out unbidden.
The living room was a wreck. Water filled every cup, every cornerâwater from nowhere, water gathered, pooled. Even leftover alcohol rose to float amidst it all. And in the center sat Chae Wonu.
His face was pale, contorted in nightmares, sweat dripping. He trembled violently.
âHunter⊠Hunter Chae.â
I called carefully from a distance.
Normally, uncontrolled bursts of power in sleep manifested bluntly, clumsily. Without focus, they unraveled harmlessly. But thisâthis was different.
âHunter ChaeâŠâ
Step by careful step, I drew closer. Thenâthe droplets circling him suddenly sharpened into cones. Each targeted me squarely, pointed tips aligned.
They meant to pierce me. The image was horrifyingly vivid.
I had to wake him. Nothing else.
âChae Wonu!â
He didnât stir. Buried deep, unreachable. And the cones only honed sharper.
I backed away slowly, panicked. My empty hands itched to throw something, anything. But there was nothing within reach. And those water-weapons crept closer.
âChae Wonu! Wake up!â
No change.
I crouched low. The cones turned, aimed down. Desperate, I groped for somethingâanythingâand found it. I heaved with all strength, only realizing too late it was tethered⊠but I ripped it free, hurled it toward him.
The cones lunged at the same moment. I squeezed shut my eyes. So this was itâdying meaninglessly, the day after rewriting my will.
ââŠUgh⊠what?â
But no pain struck. No death. Clarity rangâsounds sharp around me. I cracked an eye. Mere inches away, a sharpened tip hovered, still. My breath shot out. My chest rose and fell wildly.
âHyungâŠ?â
Wonuâs dazed voice. The cones crumbled in an instant, splashing flat onto the floor. The flood drenched my hands, my knees. He scrambled over, shattering still-formed shapes, nearly crashing into the table in his hurry to reach me.
âHyung, hyung, hyung!â
His large hands pawed over me, frantic. I panted, before raising a hand to push him weakly away.
ââŠIâm not dead.â
âFuck, fuckâwhat do I do, Iâm sorry, Iâm sorryââ
His trembling fingers betrayed him. He rarely cursed at all. This was real panic. No act.
A deep breath wrenched through me as I forced my anger down. What else could I do? I couldnât have guessed his nightmares would weaponize so sharply. I couldnât have guessedâŠ
Butâtruthfullyâshouldnât he have his own room?
I looked back up, ready to snapâthen froze.
ââŠBlood.â
Blood streamed from his forehead. A crimson trickle, wiped clumsily from his eye by his own hand.
âDamn. That was me. I threw thatââ
I whipped to seeâa shattered relic of a landline phone, once installed purely for show. I must have grabbed it. Thrown it with full force. No wonder it broke. No wonder it bled.
âGod, that must hurt. Shit. Iâm sorry⊠damn it.â
âItâs fine.â
He answered strongly.
âI almost killed you.â
âAnd I almost killed you. But⊠it hit your head, of all places. God, Iâm really sorry. Letâs get it treated.â
âYou didnât aim for my head, right?â
ââŠ.â
Truth was, I had. To wake him for sure. But I hadnât known it was a landline.
âYouâve got amazing aim. Did you ever play baseball?â
I pulled him up, reluctantly nodding.
âI did. Before dungeons erupted. Now come on, letâs treat that.â
My heart weighed heavy. I knew this hit wouldnât kill him, but stillâdrawing blood felt wrong. And if they asked us what happened this morning, why we were bloodied before even a mission⊠what would I say?
Usually, I could explain. Spats with partners, fights, training. This case⊠not so easy. Sleep weaponization, finely controlled, unconscious? Best not to report it at all. Probably the researchers already knew. Better left unsaid.
Moments ago, I wanted him sleeping solo. Now my gut told me the opposite. Instinct spoke otherwise.
âHyung.â
He lunged suddenly, wrapping me in a hug, face buried in my chest.
âIâm sorry. Really. If this happens againâthrow a dagger. Youâve got one. Use it.â
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