Being A Full-Time Employee C20
by samChapter 20
Muttering disjointed complaints under my breath, I rifled through the kitchen. We had stocked up plenty but the cupboards were crammed mostly with snacksâand the problem was, the one whoâd filled that cart never stepped foot in here.
I gathered up the neglected, soon-to-expire snacks into a wooden fruit bowl, placed it in front of Wonuâs closed door, and grabbed my cigarettes and lighter. Something round filled my pocket when I shoved them inâa tangerine.
Had he eaten dinner tonight? I hesitated, then set the tangerine atop the snacks like an offering. And left the dorm.
The smoking booth was empty. Streetlights gave it a respectable glow. The night was chillyâtoo cold for just a field jacket. My lighter sparked its wheel over and over, gas nearly spent, before finally catching flame, numbing my frozen fingertips.
I wasnât a heavy smoker, more the type to work through one cigarette slowly. Exhaling pale smoke like sighs, I startled when the booth door swung open.
ââŠâ
ââŠâ
Of course. Terrible timing. The man entering was a hunter I had once traded words of friction with in the hallway. His lip was split, maybe from close-quarters training.
I smiled politely, tilted my chin. Maybe heâd ignore me. Instead, he flinched, then gave a reflexive nod.
Better smoke this quick.
Cheeks hollowed, I burned it fast. Beside me, he flicked open a silver zippo. Even without looking, the click gave it away.
âHey.â
His voice was roughâpleasant, but unusual. He spoke.
âHm, yes?â
Maybe, in a year, heâd be my partner. Better to answer amiably.
âDoesnât Chae Wonu cling to you obsessively?â
ââŠYou ask that without preamble?â
âLooks like youâre set on leaving the second your cigarette burns to the filter. So may as well get to the point, right?â
Hunters, so often impatient. Because death could come today or tomorrow. All rightâit was a fair assessment.
I said nothing, waiting.
âHeâs not your first Guide.â
âI assumed. But it must not have worked with any of them. Thatâs why until now he had none.â
I tapped ash into the tray, smiling.
âYou didnât think I wouldnât know, did you? I may not be close, but I know at least that much.â
âDo you know what itâs likeâfor a hunter to go without a partner, for years?â
âGuide here. I can guess, but understand? Impossible.â
Even between people, perfect understanding never exists.
He growled back, irritated.
âWonuâs a freak. No hunter in the Bureau, no hunter in Koreaâs history, has been on stabilizers longer than him. And then comes you. You think heâll ever let you go easily? No way.â
âAw, worrying about me? How sweet.â
Cigarette half-gone. But it didnât feel enough. For the first time, I wanted to chain-smoke.
âNot worry. I warn you.â
The growl had that peculiar timbre again. Looking sideways, I saw under the lamplight a thick scar slashed across his throat, ten centimeters at least, the kind depth that shredded the vocal cords.
âIf you can⊠break contract. If not, survive the year and run.â
âIâll handle it.â
I snuffed the butt fully down to the filterâs char, sparked another. He smirked like I was a fool. Then spat claws of words.
âDid you hear? That bastardâkilled hunters. Five or six, maybe.â
ââŠ.â
âNot an accident, either.â
âHey.â
I turned with my polite, public smile.
âYou came here to smoke, right? Shame. Yours is already ash.â
ââŠâ
âThen just smoke. And leave talk out of it.â
Damn it. Taste ruined. I stood on habit, tongued the ash tip against my tongue until it hissed, dropped it into the tray.
âEnjoy your night.â
Mine was ruined.
I pushed open the door to leave. Normally, Iâd just have walked. But something turned, under the full moon.
âWhy the fuck do you people always single him out as the monster? You think I donât know plenty of casesâhunters killing hunters? Call it accident, call it intent. You think none of you are stained?â
The words poured out, hot and fierce.
âTo them out there, to the civilians, weâre all monsters. You. Me. Him.â
Breathless, I stared. Relief? No. If anything, worse. Lungs tight. Chest aflame. I raked my hair back, jabbed a finger at him.
âIâll finish the year. Iâll take hazard pay. But donât talk about him to me again. Unless itâs his words, or official recordsâI donât want to know. Spoilers, bastard.â
I slammed the booth door behind me, leaving him gaping.
I walked, dragging air like knives. Bent my face into my palms, stifled a shout till it broke in silence. Pulled my hands down, whisperedâwash, soap, eraseâŠ
ââŠâ
And there he was.
Chae Wonu.
Had he heard? Of course he had. Their senses peaked even outside zones.
A beat of silence. A game of chicken. Who would speak first? Finallyâ
ââŠA tangerine.â
He lifted his hand. The unblemished landscaping lights made the fruit glimmer softly.
âThanks.â
That⊠was what he came to say? Thatâwhen inside, a man was spilling all about his obsession, his murders?
I sighed, shallowly, careful not to let him hear. Stepped forward, plucked the fruit. Split the peel with a thumb in one neat squeeze. Citrus burst out. I gave him half.
âA whole tangerine would be wasted on a roommate who never says good morning.â
He grinned. And yesâhe was pretty. Lit by orange glow, dark lashes edged with dreamscape. A cotton-candy killer.
ââŠLetâs go back. Itâs cold.â
âAt times like this, I wish my power was fire.â
âPlease no. Someone like you with fire? The firefighters would cry.â
He laughed, and no one could imagine that laugh belonging to someone accused of murdering fellow hunters.
Time to admit it. I was curious. Too curious to keep him in mere âbusiness boundaries.â
Back inside. Smoke still clinging. Each time I tried to pull away, he sidled close. âIâm warm,â he said, and yes. He was. Only in shortsleeves in the night chill.
Then, anticlimacticâright to his door. About to lock himself in again. Before I could stop, I calledâ
âHunter Chae.â
âYes.â
I had no words prepared. Just⊠heâd been plastering himself to my side constantly. Then suddenly a lock, cold shoulders. It didnât sit right. Wouldnât I question anyoneâcoworker, classmateâif they pulled just like that?
So I made my excuse. Spoke stern.
âWe need our matching training.â
ââŠâ
âFrom the start, skipping meant trouble. That should never have happened.â
âBut it worked, didnât it?â
âWhat if it was luck? Or drug remnants keeping you stable? Now that youâre off them? Next fight, what if I give you only twenty percent?â
He broke gaze, fingers on the knob. I caught his wrist, leaned close.
âThree days. Iâll move it up. Donât dodge again.â
ââŠYou knew I was avoiding?â
âHow could I not? Youâre clumsy at strange things. Just⊠be yourself.â
He nodded, wilted. I watched his bowed head, suddenly voiced the thoughtâ
ââŠIs it because you donât like me?â
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