Being A Full-Time Employee C30
by samChapter 30
The instructor clearly had a talent for devising cooperative battle tactics, but he was absolutely terrible at explaining them. Honestly, unless he drew diagrams, weâd only ever understand about 70% of what he was telling us.
He blew his whistle, signaling the end of break time, leaving no chance to clarify his convoluted strategies. Cracking my neck to shake off stiffness, I caught sight of Wonu in the corner of my vision.
ââŠJealous.â
He wasnât subtle. Staring daggers at me with an openly sulky faceâit was almost cute. No doubt it was because he had stormed off earlier, but pride kept him from bringing it up now. A part of me felt oddly let down that he hadnât staked his usual claim, âLegally, hyung belongs to me.â
âKeeping that pout this long⊠Itâll be troublesome.â
Maybe I should smooth things over.
âDo you like movies?â
Fresh from the showers, Wonu looked down at me like Iâd just asked nonsense. Waitâlooked down? Flustered, I turned him around and pressed close to measure.
âWhat are you doing?â
âJust a sec.â
Even without exact measurement, I could feel itâheâd grown taller.
âYouâve grown.â
ââŠReally?â
It was his own body and yet he didnât even care. I could only laugh faintly, still incredulous that he was somehow still growing. He twisted his towel into a rope and replied casually:
âI like them.â
ââŠWhat?â
âYou asked if I like movies.â
ââŠRight. That was the questionâŠâ
For a second, because of his phrasing and my distraction about his height, it had sounded like a confession. Embarrassing myself, I rubbed my face with both hands.
âIf youâve got nothing to say, Iâll be going.â
âWaitâare you sulking?â
âYou think Iâm sulking because you stuck by the instructor? No.â
He hadnât said thatâbut I shut my mouth before I could argue. Why did he like me so much? Was I his type? Or was it simply proximity, time together? But then again, no. Heâd been charging at me without brakes from the very first day.
âWellâthe movie. If you donât like them, Iâll drop it. But if you do⊠how about going together on our next leave?â
ââŠIncluding the instructor?â
âAre you insane?!â
Merely imagining itâsitting sandwiched between Wonu and that instructorâwas nightmare enough.
âJust us. Only us.â
And judging by the shy curve sneaking back to his lips, I knew Iâd hooked him. The very lips Iâd thought beautiful from the startâI touched them with my thumb before realizing what Iâd done.
ââŠThen letâs go.â
I cursed internally for my impulsive gesture but kept my voice calm. Wonu nodded. I stepped past him stiffly.
âIâll go ahead.â
He gazed after me, those clear eyes following. I reminded myselfâwe lived together. Iâd done right to cool the sulking before it lingered. Tilting my chin, I muttered back:
âCome on. Juice isnât dinner. Letâs get food.â
âIâll make it this time. Learned cooking.â
âReally? What can you make?â
âKimchi fried rice. Iâll try.â
His grave tone made my stomach tighten in apprehension.
ââŠNot can make, but will try? Eh, whatever. Fine.â
We talked it over like nothing happened. I belatedly realized that his maiden foray into joint combat drills had been recent, and it floored meâbut then calmed. It made sense. He hadnât had a partner before. That also explained the bizarre chaos of his fighting style when weâd first entered a dungeon together.
I felt guilty. He wasnât maliciousâjust full of empty spaces, blank puzzle squares people mistook as flaws. If his cube was incomplete, it wasnât his fault. In truth, he might be a far better person than I gave him credit for.
My hope that his cooking would be passable was crushed mercilessly. Catastrophic. I nearly spent our leave scrapped by food poisoning. Oversalted, over-spicedânuclear fuel disguised as fried rice. Only the toughness of our bodies saved us; we were back to normal by evening.
So it passed as another clumsy little incident. By the time leave neared, I found myself picking clothes. Three sweatshirts, one hoodie on the bed. Black jeans already worn. Pathetic selection.
It couldnât be helped. When not at the Bureau, I lived with evacuation alerts screaming at random, never even sure if my place would still stand when I returned. Why invest in expensive things? Travel light or be buried.
ââŠPast me shouldâve bought more colors at least.â
All I had: gray, black, navy so dark it was almost black, and one sweatshirt warped into a weird hue from bad laundry cycles. In the end, I layered a white tee with the navy sweatshirt.
âRidiculous, caring this much.â
Phone and wallet in back pocket, I stepped outâjust as Wonu, buttoning his watch, looked up. From the angle, it seemed classic. But no, just another smart watch, not mission-issued.
âYou wear that off-base too? I hate even the sight of smarts.â
He shrugged, in a plain white shirt, but snug enough to show his frame clearly. Strong shoulders, long clean lines, perfect proportions. Usually hidden under oversized teesâI stared too long. Stupid. Out of character for me. I scratched my head. Did I look too sloppy by comparison?
Another voice inside slapped me. Weâre just going out. Relax, idiot.
âHyung, cute.â
âDonât.â
I flinched. He paused.
âI just meant like⊠small-talk, first-meeting kind of flattery. Like when someone introduces you.â
âThen letâs call this an introduction.â
ââŠAmong ourselves? And who introduced us anyway?â
âYou know. The Bureau.â
ââŠ.â
âOr the President?â
I groaned, heading to the shoe rack. Already, the earlier tension faded to something faint and far away. Behind, he chattered steadily in his oddly slow pace:
âBut no, I want something else. Not some introductionââ
When Iâd tied my shoes and rose, I grabbed his shoulder, pulledâcrashed my lips into his.
His lips fit mine like designed parts. My tongue pressed between, sharp and purposeful. His arms tightened at my waist instantly.
âYouâre panting more. And youâwho can run past my breaking point unscathedâarenât out of breath from chattering. So. Fever?â
ââŠI think itâs heat.â
âFigures. But weâre still going, movie tickets booked. An hour leftâtoo late to cancel.â
âIâll go. Even if I die afterâIâll go.â
âGreat. Then Iâll leave you behind.â
Instead, he lunged this time. I eased my lips, missed the timing, and his tongue pushed in. Hotter than ever, feverish, awkward. Messy but more stirring than any âperfectâ kiss.
Once, Iâd kissed hunters famed for being deadly passionate. While they lit sparks, I just checked the time over their shoulders.
With him? Even knowing how hard the tickets wereâI almost didnât care about the movie at all.
I admitted it. I was excited.
If this was the line-blurring danger between Guide and Hunter, it was perilous.
If this was chemical reaction between Yang Baekgyeom and Chae Wonu⊠it was perilous too.
By any theory, we were dangerous.
Footnotes
Âč âLegally yoursâ joke â Wonu often repeats that by Bureau law, their partnership binds them, using it to âclaimâ Baekgyeom.
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