ETVC C26
by beebeeChapter 26
âThe curse identified is twofold: persistent pain, and disturbances of sleep. The former is not so grievous, yet the latterâah, that was woven with great care. Thus, the pain may be eased by strong draughts of medicine, but for sleep, no potion shall avail you much. I must tell you this plainly: curses are erratic, and manifest differently for each sufferer. Only through endurance shall you come to know its true shape. My recommendation is thisâseek out a master of curse-breaking with all haste.â
Easier said than done. Healers were scarce enough, yet rarer still were shamans, and rarer even than they, those few able to unravel curses. But chiding the physician would gain me nothing, so I resolved to close the matter swiftly.
âThen as for my woundsâno great concern there?â
âNone at all. On that score you may rest easy. Complete one final examination upon the morrow, and you may be discharged.â
Having concluded his duty, the physician vanished like the wind. I had not been long awake, yet already drowsiness weighed me down again. Perhaps for that reason, the reality of being cursed did not fully strike me. I had slept well enough before, after all.
If I can still sleep, is that not a blessing? Perhaps I am simply not so susceptible.
Yet the moment I closed my eyes, I learnt how foolish a hope that was.
ăAaaah!ă
ăSave us!ă
The dream came first as a slaughterâmonsters and other races tearing through helpless men and women. And I, frozen, stood idle, a fool. I screamed with them, I flung myself forward to save the dyingâyet every attempt failed. Their blood was shed while I was spared.
âThis is but a dream.â
The senses felt real, yet I knewâthis was dream. And still, I could not wake. The scene merely shifted.
ăHyung, why did you kill me?ă
My younger brother, Seo Gogyul, clutched at me with ghostly arms.
âThis is a dream.â
ăWe were the only family each other had. Do you not remember how I suffered, for your lonelinessâ sake?ă
âNo. I did not kill you. It was an accident.â
ăYou could have saved me. That is what they call willful negligence. How do you fare now, without me? Do you yet beg for love, crawling through life?ă
âNo⊠I did not wish to die, either. I am sorry.â
I ceased resisting, collapsing to the ground. As I sank deeper, drowning in that mire from which there was no escape, someone touched me. And the chains fell away.
âAh!â
I woke drenched in sweat, body heavier than before. Sleep had given me no rest, only weariness multiplied.
Soohyuk endured this torment for a month entire? Truly remarkable.
My body begged for rest, but I dreaded sleep anew. Shaking my head to fight the haze, I forced my eyes open.
âYou are awake.â
From the washroom, where I had thought him absent, Baek Soohyuk emerged, a damp towel in hand.
What is that for?
âYou sweated profusely. Let me wipe you down.â
Though he had declared he would no longer treat me as kin, thisâthis bordered on overfamiliarity. He knew no boundary.
âDo not touch me.â
My voice was faint, thinned of all strength. So tightly had I clenched my jaw, so taut my throat, that it rasped hoarse. Ignoring my feeble protest, he wiped my face with the towel. I had not the strength to push him awayâand truthfully, I did not wish to.
Was it perhaps his hand I felt, breaking the nightmareâs grip?
There had been no one else in the chamber. The thought seemed plausibleâthat he had sat vigil, watching my restless sleep, reaching out when I was lost. In my mind, the image of his quiet tending overlapped with the raging figure of Seo Gogyul, and oddly, I felt comforted. Comforted, by one who was not even truly my brother.
âI am searching for a curse-breaker. Endure a little longer.â
At those words, the turmoil in my chest stilled. The curse remained, the torment would return, yet the assurance soothed me all the same.
Knock, knock.
As he returned the towel to the washroom, a knock sounded at the door.
âCome in.â
Meow!
The door burst open, and my cat leapt straight at me, near knocking me flat.
âMeow?â
âHyung!â
âWoojin-ssi, you are awake, yes?â
Ryu Jisoo and Kim Jun entered a step behind, breathless.
âHow did you find this place?â
âKang Gwonhoo told us.â
Ryu Jisooâs reply was clipped, her tone more curt than usual.
Indeedâtwo days had passed since the side quest had ended. The war itself was not yet over. In my drifting state, I had lost all sense of time.
Waitâwasnât Soohyuk striving to secure first place? Can he spare time to be here? The war ends tomorrow, does it not?
Though Dohwawon had scored high already, no one could be wholly secure.
But that is his guildâs concern, not mine. My own guild is trouble enough.
âHyung, are you truly well?â
Kim Jun, tears trembling in his eyes, hurried to my side. The wound was nearly healed, yet he wept as though I lay at deathâs door. It struck me how fortunate it was I had not taken him into the side quest.
âI am fine. The wound was healed swiftly; it is nothing.â
âAnd you, rushing off so suddenlyâlook what state you ended in!â
Ryu Jisoo scolded, her voice a mixture of reproach and concern.
âI did not know it would come to this.â
Yet even as I spoke, I felt Soohyukâs gaze burning hot upon me. He looked from Jisoo to Jun in silence, weighing their presence. His stare sharpened most of all when it fell upon Jun.
Meooow.
I, ignoring him, stroked my cat, who butted its head against my hand insistently.
âHow did you bring him?â I asked Jisoo.
âThey said a Beast Tamerâs familiar was admitted, so they allowed it.â
For such bonds, separation could prove dangerous; thus the concession.
âAre they guild members of yours? You seem close.â
At last Soohyuk spoke, breaking into the conversation.
âAnd you areâwho, sir?â
âYou⊠are you not Baek Soohyuk, Guild Master of Dohwawon?â
Jisoo recognized him at once. A famed figure, indeed.
âYes. I am Baek Woojinâs younger brother.â
âThen it is trueâWoojin-ssi is truly your elder brother.â
âWhat? Hyung, you have a younger brother? He is⊠incredible.â
Jisoo seemed half to have guessed, but Jun, it appeared, had not known at all. To him, hunters and guilds were distant matters. Yet now his eyes shone with open admiration as he looked upon Soohyuk. Soohyuk, however, did not return even the courtesy of a greeting. He fixed Jun with an unyielding stare, almost hostile.
Meeow.
Thankfully, my catâs cry broke the tension. He curled at my feet, now grown noticeably larger in the few days apart.
âAhâI did not know what would please you, so I brought a little of everything.â
At last Jisoo, shaken from her awe, set down the parcels and a box of fruit juice she had carried.
âIn this bag are bread and the book you were readingâand three kinds of fruit juice.â
Jun spoke precisely, like a schoolboy reciting before class. Odd gifts, yet clearly chosen with care, the two of them having puzzled it out together.
âI shall be discharged soon enough.â
If tomorrowâs examination proved clear, I intended to leave. The curse could not be lifted here, and the pain could be borne with the medicines prescribed.
âThank goodness.â
âButâhave you nothing to say to us?â
Their expectant looks made me blink in confusion.
âTruly, nothing at all?â
Junâs teary eyes bore into me, and only then did it strike meâI had never told them my plans.
âAhâwell, as for the Guild WarâŠâ
âThat is not what we mean! Do you not know how worried we were?â
Jisooâs voice burst forth at last, the dam of her patience breaking. Her anger, long pent, spilled over in a rush.
And I sat there, dumbfounded.
As I kept silent, Jisoo and Jun filled the void, telling me of those two days. Of how, when I did not return, they had remained in Kang Gwonhooâs house. Of how, when at last the master returned, he had looked upon them and said onlyâ
âStay or go, as you please.â
And not another word of what had transpired.
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