Being A Full-Time Employee C24
by samChapter 24
âWash up. Weâll meet on the 4th floor.â
As I stripped off my utility belt, Wonu just stood there frozen, unmoving.
âIf you run from this again, youâd better be ready for the consequences.â
ââŠAre you really that mad?â
âYou asking me that means you know what youâve done.â
âHyung.â
âWant to tell me why?â
ââŠNo.â
âThen donât.â
Nothing else to say. I unclipped the buckles of my military vest.
âI⊠I donât want to tell you. Because if I do, maybe youâll leave me.â
We stood in the hall outside the communal bathrooms. One hunter walked past completely naked, another half-undressed Guide glanced our way. I thought bitterly of earlier misunderstandings in Euljiroâthis looked exactly like that.
âJust wash.â
I shoved the door open hard enough to hurt my palm. I felt his eyes lingering, wet and guilty, even before the door shut between us.
Later, back at the entrance where weâd first shaken hands, damp hair and all, I stood waiting. This was where Wonu was registered, the place that existed but was rarely spoken of: his handlerâs domain.
To me, he always felt like two contradictory things at once: hothouse flower, delicate; or else naive troublemaker, thrown too early into the world.
I studied my own hand idly. Checked the broken arm, picked stray hangnails, thought about dragging myself to the infirmary. Persistent, dull pain gnawed through the morphine fog.
Stillâtime cooled temper. Less chance that poking me now would make sharp words fly.
âHyung.â
He said it againâthe word my lips had heard too much in a single day. Thought of my raw, swollen lips. My drugged, aching arm.
âHunter Chae.â
I leaned back on the wall, watched him like a boss might an unruly subordinate. His posture was stiff.
âWhoâs your overseeing researcher?â
âSenior Researcher Seon Jiyeon.â
âIâm a contract worker, I donât get assigned fixed handlers.â
âYes.â
âThen letâs go meet her.â
ââŠWhy?â
âBecause a hunter with an assigned Guide just took accelerant drugs. One of two things: you donât trust me. Or I wasnât good enough.â
ââŠ.â
âSo letâs go report. Either way, thatâs what accountability means.â
No sarcasm in my tone, though even I could hear how much I wanted to push guilt into him. Did he even have guilt? He was an alien creature to me.
ââŠFine. Letâs go. Itâs my responsibility either way.â
Exhaustion pulled at me. I only wanted this overâsee the researcher, see the infirmary, collapse. I pinched the bridge of my nose.
ââŠHunter Chae?â
He said nothing. Because he couldnât. His lips pressed tight, tears rolling heavy and noiseless. Big eyes meant big tear ducts. They plopped down ferociously, silent but heartbreaking.
If we paused to ask who should feel ashamed, who had been insulted hereâtruth was, I was the wronged party. But faced with that pitiful crying, any words shrank down my throat.
âHunter ChaeâŠâ
âCan I⊠can I be the one to explain first?â
âFine. Explain.â
He lifted his head. Wet lashes clumped, eyes red.
âThe truth isâŠâ
But his words cut offâthe researchers rounded the corner behind him, intent on their chart. Serious. And I knew: we mustnât be seen like this. I grabbed him quick, dragged him into the emergency stairwell. Door shut just before their footsteps reached us.
ââŠâ
ââŠâ
He still hung head down, crying. I slumped, watching him weep, hair dripping from the shower.
âYour powerâs water⊠what, are you draining yourself dry right now?â
No sarcasm this time. I only felt drained too.
He wiped his eyes with a knuckle, trembling.
ââŠI thought⊠I thought I might kill you.â
His voice quavered with sincerity. Even if I hadnât knownâWonu could never lie. Always naked, instinct on his face.
âThat pill forcefully balances power. I only ever took it at night. Only then. I was afraid⊠that in my sleep, Iâd hurt you.â
He meant that night. When weâd eaten ramyeon together. Iâd started to forget; he had chewed on it every night since. Even swallowing drugs for it.
I exhaled heavy. Good intent didnât equal good results. My back met cold concrete, shivering up my spine.
âThat drug collides with my guiding. It chemically mimics it. Thatâs why.â
ââŠI didnât know⊠I thought since Iâd always taken it before, it was safe.â
âBut you hid it because you knew Iâd be angry.â
He hesitated, then shook his head. Honest boy.
âI just⊠didnât want you to think I was a monster.â
âWhoâs calling who a monster? Back home, Iâm the freak. Especially to the old ones, who donât understand.â
I laughed dryly. He stepped closer. Almost like asking, Are we okay now? I let him.
âOne mistake alone is enough. See what your âwhite lieâ and your pill caused? Your vitals in freefall. Your stabilization tanked. They mightâve judged me unsuited to you. I mightâve been thrown out.â
âWould you leave meâŠ?â he asked.
âYou phrase things bizarrely. But yes. Mightâve been forced.â
He inched closer. I, drained, didnât want to lift a hand. Checked my monitor insteadâhigh fever, pulse fast.
âWill you keep taking it?â
ââŠNo.â
Quick answer. I dropped the screen, seized his cheek. Petty vengeanceâslapping lightly. Chak, chak. Then grabbed the short hair behind his head, pulled him close.
âOpen.â
His lips parted, wet from tears. My laugh bubbled despite myself, low in my throat.
His hand found my waist, tugging closer. I sat slouched, legs extendedâour heights warped. He bent deep; I pressed my mouth to his, breathed sharp.
âUhnââ
Startled, he pulled back. I tightened, twisting fingers in his hair, and slid tongue deep against tongue. Wet inner skin, sensitiveâperfect guiding conduction.
My broken arm rested across his shoulder, the other checked vitals behind his head. Fever slowly abating. Stabilization chart evening. Yet pulseâstill racing faster.
Sudden, he shoved me back.
âWeâwe were kissing.â
Flushed, gasping, glaring like a kid. I licked lips, answering evenly:
âNo. That was treatment.â
âEven if treatment⊠doctors donât look away from patients like that.â
âIâm not a doctor.â
ââŠBut youâre mine. My Guide. Legally.â
For once, I had no comeback. Because denying it would mean this truly was a kiss between meâjust me, the man Yang Baekgyeomâand him.
Right now, only answerable move:
âFine. As you say.â
I hauled him in again.
âFor exactly 1 minute, 27 seconds more. Then Iâm getting my arm treated.â
Footnotes
Âč Accelerant drug â A banned pill suppressing Hunter flare-ups, forcibly stabilizing power. Interferes with Guide resonance dangerously.
ÂČ Legal bond â In Bureau regulations, Guide-Hunter partnerships bear temporary but binding designations, akin to guardianship.
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